Title: A Shared Obsession Author: Satina E-Mail: bizzzichick@yahoo.com Website: http://www.angelfire.com/scifi/xtasy Rating: NC-17 Keywords: Sc/K Disclaimer: Sigh...no they aren't mine, at least legally, anyway. Chris Carter thought 'em up so he gets to deprive them of love and life as much as tickles his twisted fancy. I'm just using them without permission to rid my brain of some demented fantasies. Summary: Krycek breaks into Scully's apartment to retrieve an important file and gets more than he bargained for. ** WARNING **: This story contains what is essentially (though not completely) nonconsensual sex between Krycek and Scully. If that creeps you out, stop reading now. Archive: Sure, just tell me where so I can visit. Feedback: PLEASE please please! It contributes to my delinquency. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx He watched her sleep. She looked even tinier than usual, curled up on her side and snuggled deep into the thick white comforter. A physical pain clenched at his heart at her situational vulnerability. Dressed in her severe pantsuits with her hair tamed into submission, her stature and even her femaleness became very easy to forget. Truth be told, he'd never met a stronger woman and he spent most of their brief encounters marvelling in awe of her quiet power as she sought to keep a rein on Mulder's adolescent physical grandstanding. Where Mulder wore his emotions (and his excitement?) on his face whenever he came in contact with Krycek, Scully remained the rational FBI agent, and in fact, had even saved Krycek's life when Mulder had totally lost control and tried to shoot him once. Of course, Krycek had no illusions about the fact that Scully had been protecting Mulder from a double murder charge, but just the same, her rigid control even under the most stressful situations was a sight he never got used to, and it had caused him more than one moment of divided attention when the three of them were thrown together. Krycek sighed and heard the creak of his leather jacket as he shifted outside her window. It wasn't a physical attraction Krycek felt for Dana Scully. That tight control was not something he found arousing, just fascinating. Not that she was hard on the eyes in any way; on the contrary, her tight little compact frame just begged for large male hands to find its hidden soft places. But her cold, all- business demeanor left no clues to the woman behind the suit, and Krycek could summon little more than vague physical images as fantasy material, not having any clue what it might be like to see Scully lose control. He suspected that the tight rein she kept on her emotions probably kept her from enjoying sex much at all and he felt pity for her. Strength was one thing, but damn. A person had to retain something human in this insane life. He oughta know. He also was pretty damn sure Mulder had never been cause enough for Scully to let her inhibitions down. He knew that Mulder was passionately in love with his intense female partner, but he also knew that he was too chickenshit to ever let her know it. Poor Scully. What with her hard as steel self control and her criminally sexually insecure partner, she probably wouldn't get laid for another five years or more. Again, Krycek felt pity for the girl. Especially with the temptation she was faced with every working day. Like he said, steel will. He heard the beat of his own heart for a few more moments as he waited to make sure she was deeply asleep before pushing off from the wall outside and making his way to her front door. Scully's windows had been gifted with some of the strongest security money, the Bureau, and Mulder's three stooges could buy, but the locks on her front door, although similarly state-of-the-art, were just locks and Krycek fished out his little device and set to work. He felt the last lock give and released a breath he'd been holding too long as he felt a drop of perspiration tickle the tip of his nose. He laid his ear against the door, listening for any indication that his fumblings had been heard, but could discern no sound behind the wood. He stood, the sound of his leather jacket's creaking the only sound in the dead of the hall outside her apartment. Silently, slowly, he turned the knob of the door on her apartment and pushed it open, stepping inside with the quiet grace of a large cat. Spinning slightly on the heel of his boot, he pressed the door closed behind him with a quiet >snick<. He knew the file he had been sent to retrieve was in her bedroom, laying on her nightstand where she had dropped it and her glasses after sifting through it for more than two hours. He had watched her chew her little bottom lip and push the strands of errant hair from her face as she made little notes and highlighted important pieces of information. She had arranged the documents from the file around her small form neatly, her crossed legs and pony- tailed hair making her look like an overly serious child doing homework. But Krycek knew that the mind dissecting that file was one of the sharpest on this planet, and his hands clenched with the need to get that information away from it. But he had waited until she finally became exhausted by the intense scrutiny and gathered the papers together, placing them back into the manilla envelope. She set the file on the nightstand, then dropped her little wire frame glasses on top of it. He watched her pad off to the bathroom to take care of her nightly bedtime rituals, and his attention had been torn between the glimpses of her satin-clad form scrubbing the remains of her makeup from her face and the coveted file illuminated in the moonlight coming through the very window outside which he stood. He made his way slowly across the apartment to Scully's bedroom. The door was open and he could see the small lump that was Scully's body under the coverlet. He watched it for a few seconds, assuring himself that she was indeed asleep. Satisfied, he held his breath and crept into her room, his eyes on the folder. He glanced at the bed and saw just a streak of cinnamon where the top of Scully's head peeked out from beneath the thick covers. His attention turned back to the nightstand and his hand reached out to remove the glasses from the file. That's when he heard the soft ratcheting click of a gun being cocked. "Step away from the file, Krycek, hands in the air." Scully's voice was anything but sleepy as she carefully raised herself up in the bed, keeping her gun trained on the dark form just inches from her bed. Krycek's air rushed out of his nose in a frustrated sigh and he let his eyes close for just an instant and turned, raising his hands to chest level. He should have waited longer. He was so fucked. "Hey, Scully." "Up against the wall." Scully's voice was low and commanding, in direct contrast to her topknot pony tail and skyblue satin pajamas. As Krycek grudgingly obeyed, he contemplated how he could physically overpower her when she came up behind him to frisk him and he began to look forward to it, a small smirk turning up one corner of his mouth. That is, if she didn't call Mulder first. Damn. That could make things very messy very fast. His eyes darted side to side as he listened for the sound of Scully dialing the phone. The sound didn't come. Instead, he released a small sigh of relief as he felt the hard barrel of Scully's weapon push roughly into his ribs. "Put your hands on the wall and spread your legs, Krycek." He did as he was told, chewing the side of his cheek with a bored sigh, waiting for his moment. "Feet farther back," Scully said, backing away to give him room. Krycek stepped his spread feet back further, and then further still at another barked command, until he was resting precariously off-balance on his toes, supporting his weight with his arms and pectoral muscles. Dammit. That was going to make it very hard to get any kind of drop on her. She knew what she was doing, alright. He felt Scully's little hand begin patting him down and he let out a frustrated sigh as she very quickly found the gun he had stashed in his pocket, as well as the knife in the sheath at his waist. Wordlessly, she released the clip from his weapon and tossed it behind her onto the bed along with the blade. Digging her own weapon into his back harder, she quickly squatted and felt down his outer and inner thighs, prying up the bottoms of his jeans to run her fingers around the inside of the top of both boots. Finding another knife tucked in the left one, he heard her small snort of satisfaction as she straightened up, holding the small blade in her free hand for a moment before throwing it behind her onto the bed with the other finds. "Turn around." Krycek pushed off the wall, regaining his balance and turned around, a look of bored compliance on his face. The sight he met made him feel less than masculine, but he reminded himself that despite the fresh- scrubbed, pony-tailed, five foot two, satin-clad appearance of the small woman in front of him, she was as deadly as a cottonmouth snake and probably faster. Definitely more pissed. Still, he couldn't stop his eyes from making the trip from her pink toes peeking out from under the blue pajamas, up her torso, across a chest heaving from nerves and anger, taking in the deep V of her pajama top, which exposed a slight swell of breast in its slightly askew state. His gaze travelled over her slightly sweaty face and he fought the urge to reach forward and brush away the tendrils of hair sticking to the sides of her cheeks as she pursed her lips and fought to remain in control of her breathing. Ah Scully. Always fighting for that control. "Now what?" It was Scully who spoke, poking him in the abdomen with the barrel of her weapon. Krycek shrugged, only slightly distracted by the slight swaying of her breasts under the slippery fabric of the pajama top. She was so close he could smell her now, the scent of lotion and freshly scrubbed woman and he found himself breathing a little more deeply in an attempt to experience more of it. Scully's lips remained pursed as she considered her next course of action and Krycek considered her body. Finally she stepped back from him, keeping her gun leveled at his gut. "Don't try anything, Krycek. I have no problem with putting a hole in your stomach." Krycek knew the truth of her words and did nothing as he watched her back sideways across the room. Only as he realized her destination did the muscles in his chest and arms tense in anticipation. Her cell phone was clearly visible on the dresser behind her and her hand was already reaching back toward it, her eyes never leaving Krycek's face. He waited, not daring to breathe as she made her way to the dresser. He saw his chance as she turned her eyes away from him for an instant, looking for the phone as her hands patted the top of the dresser in back of her. Krycek covered the distance between them in a heartbeat, bringing his arms up under hers, knocking her gun hand up and to the side. She cried out but didn't release her weapon and he grabbed her wrist and squeezed the small bones viciously until she finally dropped it. He grabbed her other wrist at the same time and wrestled her arms down to her sides. His breath left him as her knee came up and caught him square in the groin. He bent over with the pain but retained his grip on her wrists, leaning his face away from her attempts to drive her knee into it. He worked her arms behind her back and yanked her up against him, holding her wrists together with one hand, using the proximity of their bodies to protect himself from any more kicking or headbutting. He grabbed the phone from the dresser and dropped it to the floor, where he casually smashed it under the heel of his boot. He saw Scully's eyes close in frustration and anger as she saw the destruction of her lifeline to Mulder. The action seemed to ignite a new desperation in her as she squirmed against him, causing herself obvious pain in her efforts to free her arms from his steel grip. Despite the hot aching throb in his crotch, he enjoyed the feeling of her small body sliding against his for a few moments. He looked down into her sweaty, red face, wrapping his other arm around her tightly, slightly lifting her off the ground. God she was light. She felt absolutely breakable. "Easy, Scully. I don't want to break your arms. I will if I have to, but I really don't want it to come to that." He gazed down into her face, not bothering to hide the smile making its way across his face. He felt her go completely still in his arms and his smile faded. He could feel her body tensing and coiling, seeking out a point of weakness or a moment of inattention where she could make her bid for freedom. She refused to look at his face, staring straight at the black cotton of his T-shirt which was pressed against her nose. He felt the heat of her breath against his chest and his nipples tingled and hardened slightly. For a moment, he imagined her small perfect teeth sinking painfully into one of them and hoped she didn't pick up on the image with some sort of psychic awareness. But then that was Mulder's area, wasn't it? He shifted under her face a little uneasily and put a tiny bit of space between their bodies. "Where do you keep your cuffs?" Scully's answering snort made him roll his eyes in frustration. "Dammit, Scully. I'd really rather do this without hurting you. Now where are the fucking cuffs?" He wrenched her wrists upward behind her painfully and her answering gasp of pain both pleased and disturbed him. She still didn't speak. He reached his free hand up into her hair and pulled, raising her face up to look at him. He stared down into her sparking blue eyes and watched as a trickle of perspiration made its way down her sternum and between the swell of crushed breasts. He was fascinated and thrilled by the way she stared him down, even as he held her body almost entirely at his mercy. He didn't see fear in those eyes. He saw pure rage. He'd never seen this kind of passion in her before and it started putting all kinds of nonproductive thoughts in his head. He stared back, feeling his chest swell against hers, feeling her heart beat against his own. He wasn't aware of having made a decision to do it, but the next awareness he had was of his mouth descending on hers with a ferociousness he'd barely known before. He didn't wait for her acquiescence as his jaw worked against her, forcing her mouth open, admitting the entry of his stabbing tongue. He felt his teeth clash with hers as he pushed his tongue deeply into her mouth, aware of a hunger and need to possess and claim her in a way he was positive Mulder never had. He was dimly aware of her struggling against him and trying to keep her mouth closed against his onslaught, but his strength far outmatched her and he plundered her mouth almost effortlessly, pressing her into the kiss with the hand tangled in her hair. They were standing with the dresser at their side and he wanted to let go of her wrists to put his hands on her body but didn't dare give her the opportunity. Never removing his mouth from hers, he pushed forward, backing her up against the wall tightly. He finally let go of her wrists to immediately drop one hand to work it between her and the wall to cup her ass roughly. He worked his other hand out from under her head, now secured between his face and the wall, to press it between them, caressing her breast firmly. He was shocked at the small moan that filled his mouth even as small hands pushed vainly at his chest. He felt her nipple harden under his rough ministrations. Surprised, he raised his mouth off hers, gasping for air as he pulled himself tightly up against her, now rock-hard. He panted into her face even as she breathed hard up into his, still pressing hard with her palms against his chest. "Scully..." Krycek frowned and blinked, trying to clear his head. Scully's head dipped and she wriggled her hips, trying to get free from where she was trapped, his leg between hers and hers between his. Krycek groaned as her struggling pressed her lower abdomen hard against his erection and he squeezed her ass, grinding her against him, ignoring her attempts to escape. He didn't miss the small gasp that escaped her lips as he drove his thigh against her crotch, feeling the denim of his jeans slipping against the satin of her pajama bottoms. The fabric was so thin that other than the slipping sensation, it felt like there was nothing at all between his jeans and her flesh. He could feel the gentle swelling softness of her shape against him as well as the heat emanating from her body against his. "Oh Scully..." He dropped his mouth to her throat and bit her gently, feeling his body losing control fast. He felt her go limp beneath him for an instant and he licked his bite mark and then fastened his mouth against the column of her throat and sucked, a low moan making his lips vibrate against her. The hand on her ass now slipped up and over the soft waistband of her pajama bottoms and he vaguely wondered why he had wasted time with it on the outside as it slid effortlessly down into the loose waistband and encountered bare soft flesh. No panties. He grunted and squeezed the plaint flesh hard and felt her jerk beneath him. He felt an answering small moan tingle where her lips were pressed to his chest. His other hand was now snaking its way up beneath her top, and his entire body jolted slightly as his hands encountered hot soft bare breast. "God, Scully!" Krycek cried, dizzy with the feeling of naked flesh beneath both hands and the sensation of slippery soft sex pressed against his hip and thigh. It felt like she was naked beneath him and he felt altogether overdressed for the occasion. But regardless of the reluctant sounds of pleasure he had been able to elicit from his victim, he wasn't stupid enough to think that if he simply stepped back and took off his clothes that she would wait for him to finish then take him into her arms and let him lay her on the bed and fuck her senseless. No, he was well aware that, while he would not exactly have to rape her, that if he gave her a real opportunity to escape she would take it, and use his vulnerability against him to bring him down. He groaned in frustration as his body screamed to be buried inside hers. He'd have to take her up against the wall. There was just no helping that. Ah well. The hand underneath her top twisted and pressed down between them to his jeans, which he unbuttoned and unzipped, then pressed down first one side then the other, just enough to free his straining flesh from their confines. He wasn't wearing underwear. He rarely did. The moment he felt his hot flesh come in contact with the satin of her pajama bottoms, he groaned loudly and pressed hard into her, noticing for the first time that her hands, rather than being pressed against his chest in an effort to push him away were now clawing at his sides, suspiciously effective at pulling his shirt up so she could reach bare flesh. He shuddered at the feeling of her fingernails scratching up his sides and back, thrilled that the assault was only slightly painful, rather than the blood-letting experience she could have given him. He continued to press her against the wall, now using one hand to push down her pajama bottoms and brush them down her legs to the floor, while the other lifted her by her ass, getting her into a high enough position for him to fuck her. He noticed her legs clasping at his, as she almost helped him raise her to his hips, gripping him with strong hard thighs, shimmying up his body. "God damn it!" They were the first words he'd heard her utter since he'd kissed her and they made him pause just a second in his efforts to position himself between her thighs. "Are you pissed because I'm fucking you or pissed because I'm not?" Krycek said hotly in her ear. He manipulated himself with his hand, finally pressing between her thighs and finding her dripping wet. "Yeah thought so. You are just full of surprises, Agent Scully." He bit her earlobe and slid himself against her, groaning at the feeling of his cock stroking through her slick lips. He fastened his mouth where her throat met her collarbone, holding himself back from the inevitable. "Fuck you Krycek!" Scully snarled even as she moved her hips in an effort to get him inside her, grabbing his ass with both hands and moving his hips into position. "MMm yeah... OK..." Krycek tilted his pelvis, holding Scully up by the hips against the wall and finally, finally, felt the head of his cock slip into wet silky heat. He growled against the side of her neck as he pressed harder and harder into her too- tight opening, knowing he must be hurting her but unable to do anything but press himself deeper. He was quite sure no one had been here for a very long time. The pressure was almost painful even for him, and he could only imagine what it was like for her. He was aware that the mouth next to him was emitting an open- mouthed groan and the pure heat of it sent a jolt straight to his cock buried deep inside her. He moved his mouth to cover hers and cut it off before he lost it too quickly. This time the mouth he took was taking him back, the small velvety tongue thrusting against his, sucking his own tongue deep into her throat while she made a constant broken humming sound and dug her nails into his ass. Struggling to breathe through the kiss he felt himself sink into her up to the balls and let the full weight of his body drive him as deeply as possible, his hands pulling her hips roughly against him as he felt himself nudge against the mouth of her womb. His thighs shook as they held her up against the wall where he needed her. God it was good. He knew this was going to be over soon. He shuddered as he felt Scully tilt her hips against him, spurning him on to movement. He finally obliged her, pulling out a couple of inches, afraid that if he pulled out any more she might slide down the wall, then plunging back in, driving her against it hard. "Sorry..." he muttered against her mouth as he heard her head thud against the wall. "Shut up Kyrcek." She said back to him, moving her hips in time to his shallow thrusting. He grunted, surprised yet again, and began thrusting in a more rhythmic motion, banging her against the wall with every inward push. He kept his upper body pressed against hers, holding her high against the wall as his hands supported her under her upper thighs. The small choking gasps he heard coming from her only served to make him push in harder, deeper and faster. He was overwhelmed by the thought that he was making Scully, the Goddess of self- control, lose it up against her own bedroom wall with his cock deep inside her. He felt like a God. He wanted to see his Goddess melt and shudder and come for him before he lost control himself. But he would have to hurry, because he was so close. So damn close. He let her body slip just the slightest bit so that he was sliding into her at a slightly downward angle, the upper surface of his cock now pulling hard against her clit with every movement. He cried out at the change in sensation and heard her moans turn into high- pitched whimpers and knew the position was working for her as well. Her hands were scraping up and down his back under his shirt and then gripping his hips as he made a slight swiveling motion with his hips, turning her whimpers into gasping cries. He felt the heat building at the base of his spine as his balls pulled in tight against his body and he knew that if she didn't come in the next two seconds he was going to beat her to it and blow everything. He could feel her riding the very edge, her body trembling with its need for release, but she wouldn't let go. He'd only guessed at how strong her self control was. Now he was seeing it being used to thwart his plans and it was pissing him off. "Just fucking come, Scully!" He gasped into her ear and felt her body buck violently against him as she obeyed, animal cries of pleasure roaring from her throat. He felt her clench and shudder around him, her body thrashing against him and the wall as she rode her orgasm to its long, drawn-out finish. Krycek felt his own loss of control at the second clench of her internal muscles around him and rammed himself hard inside her, feeling himself empty into her over and over. The pressure of his hips now held her hard against the wall as he ground his climax out against her writhing, shuddering body. He gasped at the sheer force of it as what felt like his very soul was drawn deeply into her grasping, throbbing body. As he came back to full awareness, he felt her sweaty, spent limbs clinging to his, her thighs now shaking in their efforts to stay wrapped around his. Sighing, he pulled out of her and gently lowered her trembling body to the floor, still supporting her slightly, his hands on her shoulders as he felt her struggle to gain purchase on shaking legs. He lowered his face to kiss her but she dipped her head low, avoiding him. He bit the inside of his lip and closed his eyes, then opened them. So we're back to this now. Scully back in control. He let her go just long enough to pull up his jeans and tuck himself into them, using his body to keep her bracketed against the wall, although she didn't appear to have the strength or will to fight him any longer. She merely leaned against the wall, smoothing her top down over her soaked, naked sex. Krycek zipped and buttoned his jeans and ran a hand through his hair, then leaned forward with his arms on either side of Scully. She didn't look up at him, instead preferring to study the toes of his boots, hugging herself. "Listen, Scully... I, I didn't come here for this, but it was..." Krycek started, totally at a loss as to what to say now that this had happened. "It was incredible, Scully. You're incredible." He wished she would look at him so he could try to discern what she was thinking, but he was only graced with a view of the top of her head. He sighed deeply and turned his head, catching sight of her weapon on the floor a few feet away. Turning his eyes back to her, he stepped back and to the side, quickly scooping the gun off the floor and reluctantly levelling it at her still trembling form against the wall. "I don't want to hurt you, Scully. I never did. I... I just have to get that file." Now it was Krycek's turn to look at the floor for a moment, then back up as Scully's head finally raised up to meet his gaze. "Take it." Scully's blue eyes were unreadable and her voice was calm. Krycek swallowed and backed slowly around the side of the bed, keeping the gun trained on her the whole time. She made no move to do anything, hugging herself and attempting to hide her nakedness with the bottom tails of her pajama top. He carefully reached to the side and moved her glasses gently off the file and then picked it up and slid it into the waistband of his jeans. He leaned over and retrieved his own weapon from Scully's bed, dropping it into his pocket and then scooping up the clip and putting it in his other pocket. He then emptied the clip of Scully's weapon and placed that in his pocket as well before placing her gun on the nightstand. He zipped his jacket up to keep the file safe and started to walk across the room to the door. He stopped a few feet in front of it. "Listen, Scully... I..." He bit his lip, unable to figure out how to make sense of what just happened between them. What did just happen? How had he allowed things to get so out of control? When did he decide Scully was his own sexual plaything and that tonight was the night he was going to take her out and play? He wasn't sure how he felt about Scully now, only that his original impressions of her as a cold, dispassionate woman had been blown away in a scorching firestorm tonight. Krycek shook his head, unable to unravel all the intertwining thoughts and emotions swirling in his brain. One thing was for sure. Once she had told Mulder, his life was as good as over. Mulder's homicidal tendencies toward him had always been mostly for show before, but he knew the next time he met up with Mulder, he'd better have made peace with his maker. Mulder would be pissed about this in so many ways that Krycek couldn't begin to count them. "Just get out. You got what you came for." Scully's voice was quiet and she stared at the bedspread, not making eye contact with Krycek. He sighed and walked out of her bedroom, picking up his pace as he neared her front door. He kept an ear tuned for any sounds behind him as he turned the knob but heard nothing, and sighing once more, stepped through the door and walked into the night. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Whew. Was it as good for you as it was for me? Feedback! bizzzichick@yahoo.com ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~Satina My fic: http://www.angelfire.com/scifi/xtasy List Mistress of Dark Rooms, celebrating the darker side of erotic x-files fanfic. ADULTS ONLY PLEASE! Email me to subscribe.