Title: Ice Dream
Author: Amber M. Howard
Rating: PG-13
Keywords: Scully/Krycek UST
Spoilers: Numerous, mainly
for the movie
Summary: Post "Blue
Ice" apology
Disclaimer: To "Low
Rider" by War: All my friends love Chris Carter, Chris
Carter is higher than me, lalalala lalalala, Don't sue me
Chris Carter, this fic was written from the heart-er, lalalala,
lalalala
Feedback: sunnyangel80@juno.com
I am not supposed to feel love, or regret.
I was supposed to kill her. Instead I ended up making love to her. Afterwards I ended up in the alleyway behind the liquor store. Another blank. I don't even remember buying the booze.
She ended up being ferried halfway across the country, being chased by killer bees and choppers, and unwillingly escaping a long-awaited kiss from her partner by virtue of one bee sting.
Which is how she got here.
How can you look so beautiful in green slime and frost? How can I look at that malignant child alien growing in you and still think of your body against mine, of what I was so privleged to enjoy? What did I, an alcoholic assassin, ever do to deserve you.
Remember Macbeth? All the perfumes of Arabia would not sweeten my hands, but one touch from you, your willing surrender, and I was absolved.
I don't regret what I did to Mulder, or the others. That was life. But I swear Dana, I love you, and I'm so sorry. Goodbye.
Krycek hurled his last vodka bottle on the metal catwalk and ran away, his footsteps echoing after his tortured self, tink, tink, tink.
Finis
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