Title: Finding Love
Author: Jen Cuzzo
E-Mail: JenCuzzo@aol.com
9:30 PM
Dana Scully's apartment
I close the door and walk into the kitchen to get a glass of water. I start recalling what I was thinking about during work. I remember how I was thinking about the fact that Alex Krycek and I have been sleeping together for a week. I remember last night when he came to my apartment. He was wearing a navy tee shirt, black jeans and a leather jacket. I love how the leather jacket adds to his already gorgeous body. After him having sex with me, he left. I remember how I didn't want him to leave. When he left, I touched my body where his mouth had been. I love the taste of him. I love his eyes. I love the way he made love to me. I love his smile. When he left, I realized that I'm in love with him. How can you love a murderer? Yet, this murderer is different. I finish remembering what I was thinking about and take off my shoes. "Damn, my feet are so sore! If I have to move another step in these shoes, I'll scream." I hope Alex comes over tonight. I want to tell him how I feel about him. My puppy Patches comes up to me and gets all excited. My puppy is so cute! "Patches, I'll take you for a walk, I just need to get out of these horrible work clothes." Patches looks at me with her cute face and wags her tail. I caress my puppy's forehead and walk into my dark bedroom. I turn on the lights, thinking there's someone in my room, hoping it's the man I'm in love with. I look around and I'm disappointed that he's not in my room. Patches walks up behind me and licks my leg, startling me a little. "What is that?" I look down and see Patches looking up at me. I smile and go to my dresser and take out a pair of jeans and a blue sweatshirt. I undress and put on more comfortable clothes. Patches has jumped on my bed and is licking her paw. "Patches stop!" She stops and looks up at me. "Don't lick your paw my darling puppy." I grab a pair of socks from a drawer and walk out to the living room. I walk to a pair of gym shoes by my hall closet and grab them. Patches jumps off the bed and follows me down the hallway. My mind keeps going to Alex and how much I want him right now. "I wonder if he's even coming over tonight." I sit down on the couch and start putting on my shoes. Patches has jumped on the couch and is sitting next to me, wagging her tail, knowing what is to come. I get up and walk to the hallway closet and take out her leash. I walk into the kitchen and get a plastic bag. I go to the couch and put the leash on her collar. I think she senses my wanting for Alex to come. She moves closer to me and licks my hand. I smile. "I know what you mean." I head towards the door with Patches on my left side.
I open the door and we walk out together. I lock it and walk outside. Patches and I walk to the park. We pass a couple. I look at them, wishing that the couple were of Alex and me. Patches does her job and we head home. "I hope nothing has happened to him. Just when I realize I love him, I never see him again." I unlock the door to my apartment and let Patches in. I walk in and close the door and lock it. I unhook Patches from her leash and she goes to the couch and gets comfortable to fall asleep. "Well Patches, it looks like it's just you and me alone on a Saturday night." Patches gives me a funny look and closes her eyes. I turn on the TV and check to see what's on tonight. "Let's see. Godfather no, Superman no, Tarzan no, Gone With The Wind no, The Thorn Birds no, Wuthering Heights no, Affair to Remember yes." I press the channel for Affair to Remember and watch it. It's at the part where Cary Grant and Deborah Kerr are dancing together. I lay down on the couch and watch the movie. I grab a blanket from the couch and cover myself. I fall asleep at the end of the movie.
Three hours later, I wake up to the sound of someone knocking on my door. Patches wakes up and runs to the door, barking. "Patches be quiet." Oh god, I hope it's Alex. I look through the peephole, but it's too dark in the hallway to see anything. I unlock the door and open it. When I open it, I see Alex smiling at me. "Hi Dana." I notice one of his arms is behind his back. "What's behind your back? A gun?" He laughs. "No." His hand moves to the front and I see a bouquet of a dozen, long-stemmed roses. I smile. "Alex, they're beautiful. Thank you." He hands them to me. Patches sees Alex and starts wagging her tail. "Want to come in?" He nods and walks in. I close the door and walk to the kitchen and put the flowers in a vase. He takes off his jacket and lays it down on the couch. He sits down and looks at what I was watching. Patches goes into the kitchen for a drink of water and goes to the couch and goes back to sleep. I return from the kitchen and sit next to him on the couch. I look at him watching the TV. He turns his head towards me and smiles. I return the smile. "Dana, there's something I wanted to tell you." I grab the remote and turn off the television. "What is it?" He takes my hand and holds it. "I'm in love with you." I smile. "Oh Alex, that's wonderful. I have something to tell you too." He smiles. "What is it?" "I'm in love with you too." He hugs me. "This is so wonderful." "I know." He looks into my eyes and starts kissing me with his tongue. God, he's such a good kisser! He pushes me down on the couch and kisses me more. He moves down a little and starts kissing my neck. I feel his hands going under my sweatshirt and touching my breasts. Oh God, this feels so good.
Patches gets off the couch and goes into the bedroom. God, how long I've waited to feel his lips kissing my neck. He stops and looks at me with those gorgeous green eyes of his. I touch his cheek and pull his head down and put my lips against his. I slide my tongue into his mouth and hear him moan. I love you Alex Krycek. I feel his hands unzipping my jeans. I whisper in his ear, "Want to go into the bedroom?" He looks at me and nods. I smile and get up. I start walking to the bedroom, while he is a few steps behind me, holding my hips. We reach the bed and we stop. He moves to stand in front of me. I start taking off his white tee shirt, while he touches the bare skin under my sweatshirt. Knowing that we both love each other is making me very happy. I run my hands over his chest, feeling muscles, his heartbeat and his breathing. He takes off my sweatshirt and starts kissing my left breast. This feels so good! My hands go to his pants and unzip them and start taking them off. He steps out of them. His hands go to my pants and take them off. I step out of them. He's in his boxers and I'm in my underwear. We both step back to look at each other and we both smile. I move closer to him and wrap my arms around his waist. He touches my cheek. He leans down and starts kissing me. I remove my arms from his waist. He slides his hands down my back. My hands go to the waistband of his boxers and start pulling them down. He watches me as I pull down his boxers. He steps out of them. I feel his hands go to the top of my underwear and pulling them down. I watch him as he pulls down my underwear. I step out of them. I feel one of his hands lying on my ass as he starts kissing me. He picks me up and carries me to the bed and lies me down on the bed. He positions himself on top of me. I watch as his mouth opens and takes my right breast. I feel his tongue licking it. I moan and grab onto the sheets. His mouth moves down and kisses my stomach. He places feather-light kisses on my stomach. I feel one of his hands go in between my legs. He slides down and starts kissing my left inner thigh. He does the same for my right thigh. His head moves to the center and he starts kissing the wetness. I feel his tongue licking some of it. I moan and arch my back up. He finds my clitoris and starts licking it. I moan louder. "Oh Alex." I suddenly pull him up so his eyes are locked on mine. He sees the look in my eyes and he slowly goes in me. He goes fast and hard. We keep our eyes locked on each other. He moans and starts breathing hard. He leans down and kisses me. I can taste myself on his tongue. I moan into his mouth and he moans into mine. He goes really fast and hard. When he comes, he buries his head into my shoulder when he screams out. When I come, my body tightens around him. I loosen up and his head comes up. He removes himself from me and lies down next to me. "Alex, that was wonderful." He smiles. "I know." I smile and kiss him. "I love you so much Alex." "I love you too Dana." I'm about to say something, but he hushes me by putting his finger on my lips. "Shhhhh. We can talk tomorrow. I just want to rest here with you." I smile and kiss him. I look into his beautiful green eyes and I watch him fall asleep. I put my head on his chest and he puts his arms around me and I fall into a deep sleep.
The End
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