CITA II by Line

Title: CITA II Mulder's part (sequal to CITA)
Author: Line!!
E-Mail: D_Scully@gmx.net
Distribution statement: Please archive everywhere (just let me know and add my name, disclaimer and stuff)
Spoilers: Emily/Christmas Carol, 3rd season (but nothing important)
Rating: Mhm, let me see.. R, I think, for some words and adult themes
Classification: Oh my God, ask me something easier! I think TA (can be wrong!), just read it.
Keywords: SKR, Mulder feels a deep friendship for Scully, but no love!
WARNING: *characters die*
Summary: Mulder finds something, he can't believe… Scully and Krycek having sex! That's something he can't bear…
Disclaimer: Unfortunately they're not mine - they belong to a guy, what was his name? I've forgotten… No, just kidding; they belong to Chris Carter and his 1013 Productions. Oh yeah, please don't sue me for this; I'm just a poor German girl - and I'd never make any money with this!!!
Notes I: Several of you asked me to write this, so here it is!!
Notes II
: This sounds like many films, and it's an often retold situation… I'm sorry for that, but I couldn't make it better if I tried again! Hope you'll like it anyway! Just, please, read it and (very important) send *FEEEEEDBAAAACK*!!!!

Mulder couldn't believe his eyes; what he was seeing couldn't be true: Scully, his Scully, having sex with that fuckin' son of a bitch who'd killed her own mother, his father and several other people…

He didn't know… He saw them, laying in bed and staring at him… That was too much for him! He remembered every moment he'd spent with her, Dana Katherine Scully; She was his partner, his best friend and, over the years, he'd learned to trust her, just her, no one else…And now he'd lost her; that was more than he could bear…

In one moment, he saw everything they'd ever done together…Scully, rising one eyebrow; Scully, explaining why his new theory was impossible, Scully, fighting with her cancer, Scully, smiling, Scully, crying because of Emily, Scully, obducting a dead person, Scully, that first day in his office, Scully, caring about him…

He was furious and angry and afraid and, most of all, very, very dissapointed and sad.

Suddenly he realized the 2 persons in the motel room were still staring at him, and he just had to say something…

"I don't know why this happened, but get dressed immediately!" he shouted to Krycek, then grabbed the apathetic Scully and dressed her with her pants and blouse, all the time pointing his gun at Krycek, who was standing in the corner of the room, as far as possible away from Mulder, not at all trying to get dressed.

"Oh, I see… you don't wanna get dressed!", Mulder said with a devilish grin; now feeling nothing else as angriness. "Okay, if you don't want to, you don't have to…" he told him, while walking towards him, grabbing and arresting him.

"What are you proving? You can't let me go outside like this…" "You don't seem to know me, Krycek… I can!", Mulder said, his face completely calm, just his hazel eyes were hard, harder than ever before.

"Scully-", his eyes softened when he saw her; sitting on the bed, her normally so beautiful hairs hanging down her head and in her face, her eyes, red and swollen; she cried.

"Scully… what has this bastard done with you?? Why? I'll punish him for this, I swear!"

He couldn't believe it, her words were as hard hittings into his face… This couldn't be true!

"Scully, you don't know, what you're saying - he's killed Melissa… your own sister!"

Suddenly her face hardened; "You don't know, if it was he! You, you with your paranoia, you think, everyone is an alien or works for the WMM, you search for your sister, although she's probably dead, you… if I hadn't worked with you… if I hadn't worked with you, Melissa would live! If I hadn't worked with you, I hadn't had my cancer! If I hadn't worked with you, Emily…"

Why did she say that? Had she always thought like this about him? Why did she hurt him so much? He'd always believed, she was his best friend - and now…"GOD, Dana, why are you saying this? I…

Fuck, it's all your fault!", with this words he turned towards Krycek, who was again standing in 'his' corner of the room and pointed his gun at him. "If you hadn't been… Oh, I hate you!!!!!! " He unlocked his gun.

"Mulder, don't!!!!!", Scully grabbed his arm and forced him to point the weapon towards the floor, but he pushed her away and wanted to shoot Krycek, who suddenly kicked him. He wanted to box that son of a bitch into his face, but Krycek pushed him onto the floor and wanted to strangle him. Scully didn't want him to kill Mulder, so she grabbed his armes in order to save her partner. Mulder had seen all this and now wanted to knock Alex down…

"NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!", Mulder pushed the apathetic Krycek away and hurried to the bleeding Scully.

She isn't dead, she can't be dead, this can't be true, she isn't dead…, he thought all the time while he was seeing her bleedy blouse and her white, so white face, his hands searching for a pulsation - he didn't find one…

She'd been his partner, friend, no, more than a friend ever could be for him - he'd trusted her - and only her…

He would never know, why she'd done all this, but he still trusted her… and he'd always do…

"You, YOU, I can't find any words for what YOU are…It's all because of you!!!!", he put all his hate and angriness into his words, pointinghis weapon at the still apathettic Krycek, "Goodbye, you little son of a bitch!!!!!!" he cried, and then he shot!

Still crying he sat down and put Scullys head into his lap. "I'll never forget you, Dana… You was more, much more than a friend…"

He sat there for several minutes and stared down at her pale face and her still opened eyes.

He'd been alone for a long, long time, searching for the truth - and he'd wanted to be alone… but - that was before Scully came into his life - beeing alone after so many years was impossible for him - he'd lost so much in his life; his sister, the friendship of many people, his father,… and he had always lived further, helped by Scully. And now she, the person he'd needed most in his life, was dead!

Notes:
AGAIN: *I WANNA GET MUCH FEEEEEEEEDBACK*!!!!! Tell me if you liked the ending, or not and why and… Just send me FEEDBACK, that's what I'm writing for!

I wanna thank some persons, esspecially: Chrissy, Xi, Karin, Sara, Piggy, Wenjie, … for helping me, when I need them, My internet friends Julia Heller, Sandy, Ralf, Thomas, Kati (for your tapes), Steffen and all those others, Some of you for sending me feedback for "CITA part I" And all X-Philes just for beeing Philes!!!!!